Just no.Just when I thought I had my problems sorted out... *BAM* I get put on anti-depressants again because I can't sleep, which are actually starting to fail at making me sleep, and for the last week I've been a mess. I wanted to make a start at my art again, but I've had absolutely no inspiration for anything at all. I spent half of Beat Production on Tuesday staring at the screen thinking "What. The. Hell.", and to make things worse, Sam, who I recently had a massive argument with (we made up Monday night) kept constantly asking if I was alright, it's really beginning to do my head in. I can't help the fact I'm really depressed again and I don't want her worrying about me when she's got her own problems too.
I just really don't know what to do to stop me feeling like this. The only thing that helps is just constantly listening to music, but I can't do that at College, because it would seem to my tutors that I'm not paying attention, and I dunno, I just really can't be doing with this anymore : ( Nothing else seems to make me happy at all.
I just thought I should get this out, I know you guys know I don't post often, I just wanted to explain why.
J-cat x