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Journal Entry: Wed Dec 2, 2009, 3:20 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Chase & Status ft Plan B - End Credits
  • Reading: Eclipse
  • Watching: Sex and the City


Just no.
Just when I thought I had my problems sorted out... *BAM* I get put on anti-depressants again because I can't sleep, which are actually starting to fail at making me sleep, and for the last week I've been a mess. I wanted to make a start at my art again, but I've had absolutely no inspiration for anything at all. I spent half of Beat Production on Tuesday staring at the screen thinking "What. The. Hell.", and to make things worse, Sam, who I recently had a massive argument with (we made up Monday night) kept constantly asking if I was alright, it's really beginning to do my head in. I can't help the fact I'm really depressed again and I don't want her worrying about me when she's got her own problems too.

I just really don't know what to do to stop me feeling like this. The only thing that helps is just constantly listening to music, but I can't do that at College, because it would seem to my tutors that I'm not paying attention, and I dunno, I just really can't be doing with this anymore : ( Nothing else seems to make me happy at all.

I just thought I should get this out, I know you guys know I don't post often, I just wanted to explain why.

J-cat x

Oh Hi! New Myspace

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 27, 2009, 2:47 PM
Expecto Patronum!


Er yeah, I'm obsessed with Harry Potter atm.

Anyways... been a few weeks since I last updated, just thought for those who might be interested, I have a new myspace. This is partly due to the fact that I lost the details to my old one and the songs on there are crap anyway. SO.

[link]

I'm also on Newgrounds.com, feel free to use my music when I upload more :P

[link]

I should probably point out that these are just demos and still need a lot of work doing to them, but if you want to check my songs out, then please do :)

And I apologize about the lack of art, it's been a pretty crappy year tbh, I don't have that much drive to photograph stuff anymore. It's all about making music for me now ^^

If I get anything I like I'll pop it up at some point, and there may be a photo of a new tattoo soon when I actually get round to having it done.

Take care my lovelies:
J-cat x



  • Mood: Lazy
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
  • Watching: Two and a Half Men

Well hey

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 3, 2009, 5:21 PM
Expelliarmus!


Well flu season definitely hit, and I've had one of the worst colds ever for the last two weeks, so bad I think it was actually THE flu. Not swine flu thank god. I've spent the last two weeks just wanting to go out, when I know I can't really, as last Tuesday proved that, I missed Goose Fair because of this, and I couldn't go out with Gazzy on Friday :( God I miss him.
Stupid flu making me feel isolated.

Was wondering - does anyone know where I'd be able to buy a cheap decent condition classical violin that's either new or second-hand? I'm not fussed as long as it's relatively cheap and in pretty good condition :P
I decided I want to learn because I can't get the damn Grizzly Hills music out of my head. >.>

oh and P.S. anyone remember the Harry Potter reference in Doctor Who? :D I saw it today xD

~J-cat*

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
  • Playing: World of Warcraft

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 8, 2009, 4:14 PM
So Yes


Edit: Sorry for all the faving and running, got a lot of images to look through, I'll have a proper look at them some day this week, just need to get myself together before hand.

I started College today, well, it was only the induction, but I really enjoyed it. The tests they gave out were RATE hard. Seriously. I don't understand why you need Cs in English and Maths for this course, that's like saying "you're dyslexic, you can't do this course." Gah. Too much to go into atm.

And man, I'm seriously addicted to Calvin Harris' new album atm >.<

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After much deliberation, and much fannying around, I decided to allow THIS back into my gallery. THIS is also back up if you'd like to show support for =DisneyDreamers and their lovely staff.

That's all really.

And also, I saw something this morning on the front page which slightly annoyed me. Now in my own opinion, people are entitled to do what the hell they want, provided they don't take it that far, but ever since I started reading Twilight all I've seen is negative comments about the whole series all over this site. I just don't understand why people would take things so far when they don't like it.

I am a fan, but I'm not that huge a fan, so it doesn't really affect me much. I'm more concerned about the arguments that might break out over something like that.

Idiots. >.>


  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Calvin Harris: The Rain
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
  • Playing: World of Warcraft

Odd times.

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 1, 2009, 11:25 AM
Playlist


Back to College next week ^^
I've had to change my application twice so far, but it's all good, Ariana rang me up today and mentioned another option as Edexcel won't accept me on to the course I applied for.
I'll be doing three months on a fast track Music Technology skills course, just to get me up to scratch and I'll be entered on to level 3 in January, and if I pass my English Literacy test I'll get moved on up anyway.

In the meantime, I've got stuff to deal with with the doctors. They think I have an Under-active Thyroid, so I want to get that checked out. However, I don't think they'll tell me that as my Mum has it and they refuse to admit she has one. Goddamn doctors.

Since I'm based in Nottingham at College, there's a slim opportunity of new photographs emerging soon. We'll see :)


  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Puscifer: The Undertaker
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
  • Watching: Kill Bill: Vol 1
  • Playing: World of Warcraft

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