Hola.
I know how all my journals seem to be along the same lines.
Yes, I haven't posted in a long time.
No, I probably won't for a while.
I'm usually either distracted by Minecraft or random games, or just too ill to give a fuck.
Right now it's both.
You've probably noticed I do come on every once in a while to poke about and look at what people have posted.
Yeah.
I wish I had something to post, but I've gone through a pretty long period of no inspiration for a while now.
It's even affecting my music.
I somehow managed to make a song that was 10 minutes long a few months ago, but that's been it really.
Life's pretty crap atm.
I decided I really want to go work in America for a while, and eventually even stay out there to live.
Plus there's a whole bunch of reasons why I want to leave where I live as it is.
I can't really go into many of them, because I'm basically having to lie to the people it involves everyday.
But the main reason is, I hate about 85% of the people I've met while I've lived here, and I think it's about time I flew the cage.
Plus, you know, there's a distinct lack of jobs in the UK - or at least jobs I can actually do >.>
You're fine if you've been trained, but it's really hard to get hold of the training you need for all that shit nowadays.
Or at least for me, an idiot who gets stressed out at the little things.
I wanted to ask the Job Centre today about what they could do to help me raise over £1000 to do Camp America for a while, but I was too ill and too pissed off at the wait to even bother.
Well, truth be told, I only need about £880 for a passport, interviews, flights, visas, security checks etc, and the rest is for clothing and stuff I might need.
Anywho!
Long journal is long.
Take care my lovelies.
Love, Jaz.
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